All I want for Christmas...is a BFP!

I'm 15dpo and I tested two days ago with a FRER and got a BFN. I know there's still a chance but my hopes aren't very high. I'm going to stop counting myself as "out" until the witch shows because anything is possible and there is always a chance. My only symptoms are bloat, gas, diahrea (always get this before AF), and last night I noticed a ton CM hanging around that had a glue/paste consistency. I must also note that I'm on CD 30 and the past three cycles have been 28 days, usually my cycle is 28-29 days and I O cd 13/14. This month I ovulated on cycle day 15 so I expect AF today sometime. Fingers and toes crossed the biotch doesn't show ;)